So, I've been challenged by my trainer to adhere to a strict diet these last two weeks of camp. Since the last two weeks of camp are high intensity, she thought we could maximize my fat loss by cutting some calories, cutting dairy out, and cutting my weekend cheat meals. I was super sad when I heard all the things she was asking me to give up (and even some things she was expecting me to eat), but it's only two weeks of my life. I've got some big goals, so sacrifices have to be made sometime. Here's a snapshot of what I have planned to "fuel my body" this week:
What I'm reminiscing about:
Before I started my one on one training sessions, I was asked to set some goals. If you want to see those goals, you can catch that post here. I was thinking back to when I was in the best shape of my life. I was my thinnest at 17, but not in the best shape. That came later at 23....back in 2009 (the year I caught a husband). I dug back in the Facebook archives to find a pic that I love that shows what I'd like to look like again.
I'm not by any means "skinny" in this picture. In fact, I'm still proudly sporting those double digit curves. I was in shape and felt great. I want that back. I'd probably resurrect the hair style again if it wouldn't be such a tedious process to undo all the red in my hair.
What I'm loving:
My one-on-one training sessions with the "Tiny Person of Torture". I'm greedy and selfish and need that undivided attention to get to where I want to be. This is my first time working with a female trainer. I love that I'm getting to lift weights more now. I love me some weight days! #strongisthenewskinny #thickandfit
What we've been up to:
I enjoyed Spring Break....sad to see it come and go. However, that just puts me that much closer to summer vacation #praisehandemojis
We went to a wedding, I had my monthly brunch with the twins, we did another painting class (this time Mr. B chose the painting #obviously). Here's my Spring Break Recap.
What I'm dreading:
The application process to try to get hired closer to home. It's no secret to those that know me that I want something different in my career. I'm still looking for where my best fit is. This time of year is really hard for me because I always face rejection and defeat. I'm hoping this year will yield promising results and a change of scenery for me.
What I've been working on:
As mentioned, I've been working on my applications in other districts closer to home. However, there has been something on my mind lately that I've been thinking about pursuing. I'm contemplating starting another blog that details our journey to becoming parents. This is something else we've been working on.....trying to get pregnant again after 3 years. I will say that I'm not as stressed and emotional this time around. I feel that writing about it may help me sort out how I feel about the process. This is just an idea in the works......
What I'm excited about:
We really don't have anything big planned.....So if I have to choose something to be excited about, I choose my results. My results from my PT sessions. My results from my CG workouts. My results with Shakeology and reformed eating habits (daily struggle). I'm also excited about a new Beach Body workout DVD coming out this summer: Country Heat. I'm going to get in some cardio by doing some country dancing in my living room!!!! I'm also excited about the fact that there are only 2 more months left in the school year!!!!!!!!!!!! #praisehandemojisfordays
What I'm watching/reading:
The Bachelor has finished. Downton Abbey has finished. I'm now watching The Voice and Dancing with the Stars. There are a few other shows that I watch, but I just don't feel like making the huge list. Game of Thrones is about to get started again! Time to get sad, mad, disgusted, happy, and frustrated all in one hour every Sunday night.....
I've finally got back into the reading groove. I finished "Twilight: Life and Death" by Stephanie Meyer. I also read "Wolf by Wolf" by Ryan Graudin. I'm working on "A Tree Grows in Brooklyn" by Betty Smith. If you want to know my thoughts on the books I read, head over to my "Book Worms Only" page for my thoughts.
I've got a couple of other books on stand by for when I finish these. I'll have them added to my book page when I'm done.
What I'm listening to:
So, we recently acquired unlimited data on our cell phone plan. Now I'm streaming Internet radio like a boss. I'm enjoying Pandora and Spotify for all my guilty pleasures: the music of my youth. Y'all, that's a lot of Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, N*Sync, Spice Girls, and so forth. I'm also listening to a new podcast (along with all my other favorites) called "Marriage is Funny". A married couple shares their thoughts on marriage and what goes on in their life. I'm only a few episodes in, but it's a good one to listen to while I'm roaming the aisles of Kroger and Target.
What I'm wearing:
It's maxi dress season once again. I broke one out over spring break. I'm back to my beginning of the year wardrobe for the nice weather. I am sad that my boots and scarves didn't get to come out and play as long as I would have liked. I'm also spending a lot of time in workout gear. I doubt you'll ever see me in shorts (unless they come to my knees), but the cropped pants work great for me.
What I'm doing this weekend:
There's nothing really on the agenda this weekend. This makes me kind of glad because I feel every weekend there has been something. Sometimes I just like to be at home and do nothing. I'd really like to spend some time reading. I feel like I'm not getting in as much time as I'd like. I may take Mr. B to go see the new Batman vs. Superman movie since he's been talking about it for a while. Since we just did a painting of it, might as well see the movie now. I'll have to refrain from the popcorn since I'm being super strict with my eating these two weeks(insert eye roll emoji here).
What I'm looking forward to next month:
Right now we don't have anything huge going on next month. I like the sound of that actually. Knowing us, however, I'm sure something will come up.
What else is new:
I like to think that I've been keeping everything up to date on here, so nothing huge to report. I do have a new hobby/interest I'm into: Younique makeup. I've blogged about how much I love this stuff on several posts. I've decided to invest in the presenter's kit and become an independent consultant. So, if anyone wants some great, long lasting makeup feel free to hit me up or check me out here.
I've also started crashing Mr. B's Bible study sessions with our preacher on Wednesday evenings. I went to one while I was on spring break, and they invited me back. I hope they're ready for all the rabbit trails I'll go down.